internet cafe

am here at the internet cafe near our house. namiss ko lang mag computer, hehe! in 15 min. susunduin ko sila danielle sa assumpta, umuulan nga e, ang bigat pa naman ng bag...ok lang, all for love...

how's me, mag two weeks na wala work. makasurvive kaya? sana.

have to go! be back!

excited ako at the same time sad din kasi matagal din akong nagtrabaho dito sa office at talagang madami rin akong contribution dito at talagang sinikap ko na magkaron ng sistema ang trabaho dito..

excited ako sa new job ko, i will be handling 50 pairs of parakeets na ibibreed ko. According to Dante, every two weeks makakapagbenta ako ng not less than 30, e ang price ng isa 100. So, i will have 3,000 pesos at the end of two weeks, pinakamahina na daw yun..it is an answered prayer kasi i've been praying that God will give me a source of income while at home taking care of the kids. at hindi lang yun, i will be able to pay my debts kahit pakonti konti. God is good. Amen.

maganda pa nun i am with my own family. i will have time pa to attend to my kid's assignments, projects, exams, lahat ng kelangan sa school ako na ang maghahandle. at pati ang finances sa household ako na rin, yung pamalengke, yung due date ng kuryente, due date ng tubig, yung pambayad ng mineral, at yung monthly tuition ng mga bata, na hindi ko nagagawa nuon. makakatulong na talaga ako kay Dante ngayon.

and isa pang advantage, maiiwasan na Dante ang mga barkada niya, we will have more time to talk about every matter concerning our family. matatanong na niya ako sa mga opinion ko, makukunsulta na niya ko unlike before na puro influence ng barkada ang negosyo niya kaya ayun pabor lahat sa mga friends niya. ngayon, ma aavoid na namin yun.

dati parang imposible na pahintuin ako sa trabaho, talagang God answered my prayers, sa tamang panahon talaga...sa paraan Niya. Amen. God is good.

iniisip ko nuon kelan kaya ako magiging housewife, ngayon, yehey! nothing is impossible with God.

another advantage, i will be able to teach Bible pa with our neighbors, if God allows. Syempre I will wait for His advise as to when and how... God will give the right time and the right attitude para makadraw ako ng people to Him...Amen.

i'll just write whatever comes to mind...hmmm. a few weeks from now i will be leaving this office. ayaw kong isipin na mamimiss ko 'to, i might end up asking dante to work again...nakaset na ang mind ko to be a housewife, and that's what God wants me to be, to do.

after the couple's retreat, i thought nothing has sinked into dante's heart, i was wrong, yun pala every little things mattered to him, being the head of the family, marami...i am so thankful to God that finally He has spoken to Dante and that He answered my prayers..true, God really answers prayers, we just have to be patient enough for when He will reveal to us his answers. A week after the retreat, dante confessed to me his unfaithfulness....but i chose to forgive for I believe that God has plans why he made Dante to reveal to me his unfaithfulness...

to whatever the unfaithfulness was, i will reveal on my next blog...have to go somewhere, bye!

this might be the last blog, after the couple's retreat dante urged me to stop working...

i don't know what to write, basta, whatever comes to mind nalang. am just so blessed that finally we have decided to do what's really right for our family. for me, true naman na pangarap kong maging housewife and thanks to dante at he supported me to reach my dream...hehe! at siya pa ang nag ask from me if iam ready and willing to give up my work for them, yun lang naman inaantay ko..

kamusta naman ako, excited becoz next month i'll staying with the kids at home, meaning more time to be with them, more time to teach them their lessons, more time with everything..and excited din kasi i'll be spending more time with dante, ang dami na naming activities na nakaline-up ahead...jogging together, going to bible studies together, being with the same dgoup together, mamalengke together, magdeliver ng ibon together, magluto, magpaligo ng anak, magdilig ng halaman ko, na ako masasabi kong ako ang nag-alaga hindi si naycing, hehe! namiss ko yun, tama nga, iam missing a lot of things about my family dahil sa work ko.

i am thankful kasi God opened my heart, parang saying to me na ano ba talaga importante sayo, work or family. ngaun alam ko na na kaya kong igive-up trabaho ko kasi namimiss ko na mga anak ko, specially bing who is already four years old na parang si naycing lang ang gusto niyang kasama...now i'll have more time to be closer to her..

ano pa ba..basta i realized ito na talaga ang gusto kong gawin, ito na talaga yung magiging happy ako.